What....?

What is my life? What am I doing to it? What do I feel about it? What do I feel now?

*sigh* Why am I feeling as if there's no life at all? As if I'm not enjoying at all? As if I don't have a lot of friends? What am I doing here...alone in my room, facing non other than my PC, writing my blog...on Friday night? Surfing some forums.

I felt so alone and desperate now. I need to talk to someone. Why don't anyone call me? *sigh*